Letters to Joesph my son

Babie boy how I miss you lately its been real hard on me not being able to talk to you, but God showed me that you can and will read my letters, so I am writing you one now.   I know I tried to get your mom to move on you leaving so early with out us ever being able to hold you in our arms.   I don't know how I ever exspected her to move on since I can't my self, and I didn't even carry you in side me for five months like she did soooooooo.

You will have to visit me in my dreams and answer these question for me I have so many.   Did God send you to be with another family that maybe didn't have so many boys I'm sure you would have been my favorate.   Do you get to spend a lot of time with Jesus.  I bet you have a neat room.

I bet you have fun watching koty and I play with your brothers, I told them about you we all made a thing out of marble in the shape of hearts all of them intertwind they wanted to make a heart like me for each of them so I told them about you and they made a heart for you too.   it was neat how michael your next oldest big brother seemed very excepting of you and knows that your in heaven I too like that.   is that you that gets koty going out in the yard, if it is I love watching he is a silly little dog huh.   little mister wiggly butt.

I am sooooooooo sorry that I haven't wrote before this but I promise I will make up for it
Love your daddy